my cup of ambition overfloweth
so yeah - i'm back to work. it's tolerable. holden loves his daycare lady. i love her for him loving her. i don't really understand much of what she says but it could just be because i'm tired.
on the subway a couple days ago, i think it was this week, i was reading the history of love
(which if you can - read, please) and i see this guy kind of caressing his phone, you know the polishing that goes on because of the face grease. however, it's more loving this cleaning of the phone, more thoughtful and he keeps opening it to the email part and then closing it. so, the next time he opens it i look over his shoulder - what! i'm nosy! - and see that the first two emails are from julia and the third is from alexandra. julia's subject in the first email says "i don't think i understand what is happening" and the body of the email is blank, the second email i don't know what it said becuase the third email, alexandra's, says "i can't wait to spend tonight all alone with you." and the body says - "i get to have you all night long." this dude then opens up julia's first email and sits there for awhile and then finally he laboriously types "i can't love you exactly as you are until i figure out myself."
history of love indeed
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